Friday, May 18, 2012

Prescription Drugs

The Pharmaceutical Industry The Pharmaceutical Industry

For those who know me personally, know I am vehemently opposed to how the pharmaceutical... 


Journal Entry – 5.18.2010 – Prescribed Paxil for Panic Attacks Journal Entry – 5.18.2010 – Prescribed Paxil for Panic Attacks

It’s been nearly a month since my first panic attack. I usually take one .25... 


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Journal Entries

Journal Entry 9.4.2010 – Panic Attacks Due To Dehydration Journal Entry 9.4.2010 – Panic Attacks Due To Dehydration

Before today, I went 14 straight days without a panic attack. In fact, I went 14 straight days without taking Xanax! Had a little bump in the road this morning. Here’s what happened: 4:30 am Alarm goes off. What the hell have I got myself into? Where am I? Oh … now I remember. I’m in a hotel across from Disneyland. Today’s the... [Read more]


Journal Entry 7.26.10 – Psych! Journal Entry 7.26.10 – Psych!

My first visit with a Psychiatrist today. Yay. Wow, it’s 20 minutes past my appointment time. Fine, I can observe the other “crazies” as they wait for an anxiety clinic. I hope I witness someone having a panic attack in person. The first guy I notice trembles as he fills out a questionnaire. Everyone else seems calm. Nobody is sweating,... [Read more]


Journal Entry 6.26.10 – Only One Not Laughing Journal Entry 6.26.10 – Only One Not Laughing

It’s nights like tonight that make me feel like I’m the only one in the entire world going through this pain. I went to see the comedian, Jokoy, at the Brea Improv. I popped a couple Xanax pills an hour prior so I was fairly confident I’d have a good time. So I’m sitting there while he’s is up on stage crackin’ jokes... [Read more]


Journal Entry – 5.18.2010 – Prescribed Paxil for Panic Attacks Journal Entry – 5.18.2010 – Prescribed Paxil for Panic Attacks

It’s been nearly a month since my first panic attack. I usually take one .25 mg Xanax pill a day. Sometimes I can take the weekends off – IF  … I’m staying home. I’m almost out of these wonderful white little pills. The fact I’m low on them is causing anxiety. Today’s my follow up visit with my family physician.... [Read more]


Journal Entry 4.25.10 – Doc Prescribed Me Xanax Journal Entry 4.25.10 – Doc Prescribed Me Xanax

I’m at church. I look around … everyone looks OK. I on the other hand, feel faint. Arms numb … again. I don’t know … I just feel … off. I go into the bathroom to discretely breathe into a paper bag. This is so humiliating. Lunch time. Chinese Buffet. Usually a good time, but I’m not hungry. Something is DEFINITELY... [Read more]


Journal Entry 4.21.10 – My First Panic Attack Journal Entry 4.21.10 – My First Panic Attack

Just got home after being rushed to the hospital from work. I was trembling uncontrollably at my desk. Heart was pounding through my chest. My desperate attempts to breathe were denied. I almost fainted. The doctors tested my heart, blood sugar, etc … everything was fine. I still don’t believe them. What I just experienced … was NOT... [Read more]


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